Big Mistake ~ Monica

 

Don’t you just love it when you hear and song and it feels like it was written for you!!!!!  Well this song Big Mistake ~ by Monica is the one for me right now!  It really hit home!

_{Gave you a chapter of my Life, I wish that I could rewrite}

_{all the shit that was done in the dark finally came to light}

_{ten years I was with you, I remember everything you put me through}

_{and to think, that I'm the blame, for thinking you would change}

_{I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake}

_{assuming.... that you would change, you would change}

_{say bye bye, what was this all for}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{You can go and run to her, cuz I don't wanna see your face}

_{(I don't wanna see your face)}

_{it reminds me of the scars, that can't be erased}

_{these years in an empty room, constantly reminds me of you}

_{and to think that I'm the blame for thinking you would change}

_{I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake}

_{assuming... that you would change, you would change}

_{saying bye bye, what was this all for}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{I'm saying goodbye (goodbye) to all the memories}

_{(to all the memories) I regret even trying, to give you a chance}

_{I'm not perfect everybody makes mistakes but the one I may have made was}

_{choosing you after we were through,}

_{Ohhhhhh I..........I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake}

_{assuming that you would change, you would change}

_{saying bye bye, what was this all for}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{And I know that I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake}

_{assuming that you would change, you would change}

_{saying bye bye, what was this all for}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

_{make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more}

 

When first heard this I had to stop in my tracks! This sounds how I felt near the end of 2010. When I finally decided to throw in the towel on the relationship with RBR. It took me awhile to get over that and move on. It was hard to give up after you put so much time, effort,etc. into a relationship and then all of a sudden you realize that a dead end is coming up. So I moved on, forgave but never forgot.

For years even when I was dating someone else I felt that if RBR came back in the picture I would drop the guy I am dating like a hot potato. I am finally at peace with my decision. And will never go back.  

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