Foolish

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurting while im with you
I know my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Verse 1
Baby I don't know why you treating me so bad
You said you loved me no one above me and I was all you had.
And all my heart is waiting for you I can't stop crying
And I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay

Chorus

Verse 2
Baby I don't know why you wanna do me wrong
See when im home I'm all alone and you are always gone
Boy you know I really love you I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
After all these years

Chorus

Verse 3
Oh I trusted you I trusted you
So sad so sad what love will make you do
All the things that we accept
Be the things that we regret
So all of my ladies
Feel me come on and sing with me
See when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And im weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You could learn appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change

Chorus

Verse 4
Baby why you hurt me
Leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Lookin out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
It's something always hold me back

This song just came to mind. Do you have any songs that make you think of someone? Is that a good feeling or bad? LOL

I was sitting here talking to my friend, crazy chick, talking about these guys I have dealt with in the past. I mean I talked to them at one points years ago, now we are just friends. One has moved on and had a baby. Another still dwells on the past. Several have moved on. There is no reason why I would deal with either of them again.....even if I had the chance. But I was sitting here wondering if I had the chance......... out of the guys that I have dealt with in the past 3.5 years. Who would I deal with again. And as funny as it is..... there is a tie.

Between JT and TJ. Neither of these ending badly we just drifted apart. JT was a truck driver I met by chance. We talked for several months. TJ was a guy I worked with at a previous job. He was the first and only guy I dated that was not black. We also dated for several months.

JT's time was good, just that I was having a bad summer. TJ timing was bad. Very very bad. My daughter's father was around trying to cause problems. In the end I think I wanted more then both of them wanted. TJ wanted more than me we just could not compromise. I think I am going to look TJ up. Who knows..... I have not talked to him in a couple months maybe his feelings, situation or wants have changed.