It has been one of those weeks for me! The whole week has been like .............................WTF
Found out that I will not be able to start grad school this June. For some reason my application to take the GMAT was submitted too late to take the test this month. When I submitted the application it showed several available days at the end of the month. So now my stipulation to get into school in June will not be met. Oh well. I see that as a signal that god does not want me in that program!
Found out that I have more bills than money for this month. Man getting paid once a month is a muther! I still have not figured that one out. I am great at budgeting. But here is it month #2 and I still don't have it down yet! Oh well hopefully next month!
Was suppose to start a new job this week. But I needed my mother to help me out. Being that I still don't have no "real" friends here in Texas I have no one to help me out when needed. My mother told me so. SO I had to turn the job down. :( I would have been making great money and would have been able to get back on my feet and get my shyt situated. For the job I had to go out of town for 2 weeks training in Atlanta. I was so looking forward to it.
Each day has been a hassle for me to get motivated to go to work. I drag in Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs, and Fri. It's like playing a game. I go in and act happy, do my job and then leave. I hate this job. Out of every job that I have ever had............................and believe me I have had plenty.................... I hate this job the most! But I go in and do that dayum thing every dayum day! I started back job hunting a couple weeks back! And a friend of mine is going to revamp my resume for me. Wish me luck.
Tonite I went to see an ex of mine. Bad mistake. I have always made it a point to remain friends or friendly with my ex's. I have never really had a "bad" breakup. And every now and then I wonder where they are. Since I have moved to Texas I have no dealt with that many people. Let's see............
1. R
2. A
3. J
4. T
5. M
6. K
Dayum 6 years in Texas and 6 people! Nice. Considering I have been alone for over a year! That is bad! LOL
Anyway I met back up with T over the Internet a couple weeks back. He mentioned that he lived with his gf. I told him that I do not mess with men who are married. But I would "think" about it. Sad to say, all I thought about was the good times that we had. And that it was short lived. For some reason he asked me to come see him tonite................. I went. He tried to make out. I stopped him short. We talked and then I bounced! Now he is being mean to me via text message. Of all the nerve. Anywho. I saw him as a friend from the past nothing else.
I have decided to apply to another college. I went there several years back just for one year. I have no idea if I will be able to get back in. But I am going to try to for the Fall. That way I a not rushing it like I was for this other school. But as of right now I have no idea if I will be able to start grad school this fall. Gonna try my best! LOL
For the second time in a short little while I have considered seriously moving back home. Back to DMV. DC, MD, VA metro area. Why!?!??!?! For several reasons..................... love, life, family, goodtimes, bad times, memories, etc I also have considered moving around to somewhere else. Like another part of Texas, North Carolina, Atlanta area, Tennessee and even St. Louis! Who knows! LOL In my opinion in 2 years time when my son graduates from high school I would be free to move/relocate if I still feel the same way!
My birthday was last Friday! I am 36 now. Whew! Getting better! LOL I didn't do anything special for my birthday. I went out and brought a ice cream cake. The same one I have had for every birthday since I can remember. And I cooked me a nice dinner. Several of my favorite things................. T-bone steak and lobster! Yummy
3 P's
1. I am one year older, wiser, better
2. I still have my goals
3. I am worth more than that!
No comments:
Post a Comment